Uncertainty,

Hi MX!
I just came back from my GP! Turns out I really have to do the surgery and it has to be fast as well! My liver enzymes are still very elevated! I'll take a picture for you to see later! Is comparison from 3 different blood tests done at different times. Anyways, I booked another Surgeon consultation for Thursday Morning and then in the afternoon I've another surgeon appointment. Need to see which one is better. For the surgery, it's $5000-6000 if I do it at a private hospital and $0 if I do it at a public hospital. But then if it is public, I've to wait for a long time and the Doctor there not necessarily good. That's why I am meeting with 2 Doctors to compare and to see the schedule. Based on the current situation, I cannot go back to Singapore/China this June... Means I have to change dates for my air tickets! OMG... I really want to die already! Cannot believe this, but the GP say need to operate as soon as possible if not the elevated liver enzymes will cause harm to my liver and pancreas and Gally also... So he say must remove Gally as soon as possible, which means I might have to do the surgery after exams (during the time when I plan to be in Singapore/China) or EVEN WORST, DURING exams... I pray surgery can be after exams,but don't know what's happening yet. Must double check with my surgeons. If I change tickets, I think I'll be going back in September or December. Don't know anything yet.
I hate my life! So many troublesome things going on. I am so sad!!! Plus, worst thing is my mum also have to change her tickets... OMG, Gally bought so many problems into our lives!

Anyways, I need to go study now in case I get sick later! When you see this post, reply me on Viber! I'll be on Viber (unless I go to sleep).

Feeling so unmotivated and depressed.

Loves,
JW